new year on me

 

It's not about the album "Adele 21"..

 It's not about the brand..

It's about the new 21 in me!

Feeling so different when this year, my 21st birthday pass without family, am not at home or home town, am in the city, big city, called Jakarta.

Lebih aneh lagi adalah ketika ulang tahun, ga ada orang sekitar lo yang tau bahwa lo sedang berulang tahun. ha..that's so funny! i feel so different.

No cake, no celebration, and no happy birthday song.. this 21 had a big different! The different that made me realize than, i cannot always get what i want, even on my birthday. It doesn't matter for me.

Yang membuat gue sedih adalah ketika membaca pesan singkat dari Ayah, yang membuat gue haru.
Yang membuat gue sedih, haru biru adalah ketika bangun pagi dapat telepon dan ucapan dengan nada yang tersedu-sedu, i fix it, bahwa mereka nangis, menagnisi ketidak adaan gue dirumah ketika gue ulang tahun.

dibalik kesedihan itu..

Yang membuat gue senang adalah dimana pun kita berada, orang tua, bokap atau nyokap pasti selalu mikirin kita, even we're not,sometimes.
Yang membuat gue senang adalah ketika malam itu gue dijemput pacar dan diucapkan 'selamat ulang tahun'.
Yang membuat gue senang adalah ketika bangun, berada di suatu rumah, feels so hommy, with lovely people, my boy friend house. Senang ketika nyokapnya dan seluruh keluarganya mengucapkan selamat dipagi hari.


Semuanya itu sederhana..
even ga ada kue, lilin, surprise, dan nyanyian selamat ulang tahun yang biasanya gue dapatkan di hari ulang tahun gue..

In this new 21 on me, i realize that a little thing can make a big feeling, big smile, and big hapiness of life.
Syukurilah apapun itu :)


xoxo,

Nyoe.
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Love Garage

Hightime Rebellion

xoxo

Love Letter

Immortal Beloved from Beethoven

Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us.I can live only wholly with you or not at all.

Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits.

Yes, unhappily it must be soYou will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. 

No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never

Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched lifeYour love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men.

At my age I need a steady, quiet lifecan that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every daytherefore

I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once

Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together

Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine 

ever mine

ever ours.

Happy Valentine Day
xoxo (especially for Decky Arrizal @deckyoi)

@siinyo

picnic

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Kebun Raya Bogor

#todaysong

Ye Good Ol' Days

by White Shoes and The Couples Company

Feelings aren’t going my way
Exactly running from me
And I get no satisfaction from our love, I say
And I get no expectation for a stay

Flee me, I flee me myself
I’m turning to a bore house
From olden times she comes to seas the crown, so gross
And the finding that she’s better sucks the most

So hey, she’s waiting for you
And I know for sure
You falling once again for a good time
And hey, she’s longing for you
And I know, for sure
You falling once again for a good time

Dear me, I’m deeply in  tears
So hurry end this heartache
Lift me from this painful dungeon please today
Put a chin upon your face and go away

In which I don’t mind
And hey, she’s waiting for you
And hey, she’s longing for you
And I know for sure
You falling once again for a good time
At least for tonight

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